The Secret Mind

I hate what has become of my relationship, I feel like I can’t even touch her in public. She won’t talk to me, and I don’t even know how I feel anymore. And I feel like its all my fault.

I also feel like certain ones of my friends don’t like me. I feel like no one ever asks me to hangout if I don’t ask them. And it hurts a lot, when I think about it I just get more depressed.

I had a dream that a “family” member of mine told me she didn’t know why but I hadn’t been a fun person to be around in a long time and that I had to be out to bed. And i feel like its true. My problems have all built up, and it’s effecting me in all aspects of my life.

I honestly have no more solutions and I can wait to start over in college.

Maybe this time I won’t fuck it all up.

oh.

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This happens every time